I failed the drug test Friday. I spent the whole weekend in a stupor. I have to go in Monday and face the music. I’m dying inside. I hate myself. We had a tornado on Thursday. Literally a tornado touched down on our street. The house wasn’t damaged but it cost a pretty penny to have the trees removed. Emily spent the whole weekend getting people to fix the electricity and get the trees removed. All by herself. I was in no shape to help. I hope I can sleep tonight. I’m miserable 😩