Still can’t sleep. It’s 2:45am and I’m WIDE awake. I’m listening to a podcast but it’s not making me tired. Work is amazing. I’m doing something I know. I have little to no anxiety. I love the people who work there. Tomorrow I’m cleaning out the fridge and freezer. At home I would dread this task but at work I’m excited. I’m working on making this place more welcoming. Need to organize my new sections for low salt and sugar. I love my interaction with the clients. Even Emily is enjoying my new found investment in work. After paying all my dues, I’m finally back home, with a phone, a desk, an office. Amen!
The news is dying about 400.000 dead by December. We are almost at 190.000 dead since the virus began. Short. Offering the mask and not gathering with large crowds, things seem almost normal yet nothing is normal. My mom is so afraid that she hardly sees anyone. I would like to see family for the Jewish holidays but everything is a risk.