I got the job. Signed, sealed, delivered! I can’t believe my good fortune. I got a marijuana medical card and the nurse who issued it to me gave me a letter to show my employer. I can’t believe I got it. I can’t believe that this was G-d’s plan for me… This feels like a […]

I failed the drug test Friday. I spent the whole weekend in a stupor. I have to go in Monday and face the music. I’m dying inside. I hate myself. We had a tornado on Thursday. Literally a tornado touched down on our street. The house wasn’t damaged but it cost a pretty penny to

I’m on day two of the new job and I think I’m gonna love it. The people are so nice and the work is rewarding. Still no answer on the drug test. The waiting is killing me. This is also the week of the Republican national convention. Just a three hour tribute to Donald Trump.

Soooo. I’ve been clean for almost 40 days and I’m still testing positive with my home drug test😬. I’ve drank a ton and I do mean a ton of water. Still test positive. Emily thinks I can flush it out with water but I’m so disgusted with myself. All I want is to pass this

The summer is coming to an end. Emily starts her job next Monday. I will be starting my new job then as well. Provided I pass their drug test. Bummer! I’m doing everything I can to flush out my system. I’m sloshy with water. It’s ruining my summer. I went to visit my mom last

We were going to go tubing with my friend today but she cancelled. It looks like it was closed because of covid but I made a plan to have lunch with Ian instead. I got my first haircut since today. I had to make an appointment and when I got there they had to fill

Going home from vacation today. It was a long week. The bed was lumpy and the walk to the beach was too far uphill. Not fun. Emily and I made our own fun though. Wearing the masks is a pain in the ass so we stayed outside as much as possible. I painted some rocks

They cancelled the Republican convention! I guess Trump was finally told by someone??? That it’s too crazy to gather any group of people together much less in Florida where more and more people are getting the virus. California passed New York today in most covid-19 cases. They are on the verge of shutting down the

We are on vacation in Gloucester, MA. We planned this vacation in the winter and despite the virus things worked out. Unlike the ad however, it is a fairly significant walk to the beach. The return trip from the beach is all uphill. Not fun pushing our beach crap in uphill in the rickety cart

My new job called. They seem very nice. I’m starting July 29th. They said I have to get a Covid-19 test before I start. I’m a little nervous but in light of the virus, it seems remote that my current job will resume in the fall. I kind of feel pretty ok about not going